Its almost end of October

Its almost end of October

glad that all the relationship problems had settle

I realize this year most of my post is about friendship

so well

now I talk back to C boy, CC boy, E boy, Z boy

but....

now I quarrel with another new boy

I never angry with him in the class

so this is the first time in the year

and he is the only one boy I didn't angry in the class

now I dunwan to talk to him liao

he is Y boy

first of all

I jealous

coz he sit with another girl

argggg

not only that,

he wan to 'gek' me some more

actually this is ok

but

ytd I asked him whether wan to check my essay or not

"do u mind?"

he say he mind

"sure"

huh!

fine I know my english not good

u lazy to check all my grammar

ok lo~

today tuition oso din talk to me

suan liao lo~~

:P:P:P

朋友7

why I got time to write blog post?

because today my revision is sejarah

so of course la this kind of subject cannot start easily...

because I will very fast lost my focus...

wakaka...

so what I will do is write something first lo...

enjoy enjoy then only start the miserable moment...

hahaha...

this post I named it as 朋友7

means I got 7 friends?

nope,

it means this is the seventh post I talked about friends...

ok so the first post I wrote is about I have loss all my friends

that time I was having cold war with cc boy, so I felt so "nothing"

so I pray to Jesus

and I knew HE is my best friend

2nd post,

I mentioned that I was suffering by E boy's temptation

I wished to friend with him but the way he talk,

is quite hard to accept...

but now ok d la~

3rd post,

I talked about whether we 3 can friend together or not...

I tried but I felt bad

the topics, the communication,

I cant take it...

4th post

I have settle my problem with cc boy

maybe everything is alright

not all

but... is in recover zone...

:)

5th post is a poem that I copied from a website

6th post is about I worried that I will single forever...

so what is 7th post about?

of course is something to do with friend as well...

today cc boy didn't come to school

y boy was going to bm seminar

e boy as usual, flirted with girls

so only left me alone

I was alone

but luckily

because a boy oso going to seminar

so c boy is alone too~

so 1+1

not alone...

I started to appreciate him

he is really a good friend

even though he didn't do anything good to me

but I can feel that when I need help he was there

for example,

I have lost my surat kebenaran

so he accompany me to take a new 1

this is a very simple thing

but I started to change my mind

erm...

c boy is not that bad la...

hahaha....

XD

I almost havin fight with the whole class guys this year

I don't know what's wrong with me

this post is not only talk about c boy, I would like to talk about z boy oso

sadly to say, I'm talking about his bad things

he never appreciate people,

and when people did wrong, he will scold people

not only that,

someone said he is a bit prejudice

I agree with this

because he always zat me

so I just take it as a test in my life

learn to be more patient

I don't understand why he so pride and prejudice

hmmm...

well...

I am not him, (luckily I'm not)

that's why I dunno...

I will try to not angry with him anymore

but still,

I will avoid talking to him

as I know his real personality...

angryyyyyyyyyy

I am very angry now!!!!!!!!

let me release the anger here plsssssssss

I hate him

I hate him very much

I wish to scold him with rude words but I cant

I very angry ahhhhhhhhhhh

how to express??!!!!

express here laaaaaaaaaaaaa

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

huh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how come got such people in the world!?!

never appreciate people good nvm

still wan to scold me?!!!!

!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fine dun talk to me anymore

dun ask my help anymore

dun look at me anymore (I'm too handsome, u think u wan to see can just see like tht? no way!!)

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

huh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[express oni]

:)

I'm ok now...

pls pray for me....