Erase

I named this post as "Erase" because this post I'm going to share who and wat am I going to ERASE from my life!

First of all,

The first person I wanted to erase is C boy

he was my good friend before

we tuition together

we do projects together

we discuss stuff together

but all these can only keep in my memories

because everything change since this year april

I am very dissapointed in him

I have nothing to talk to him anymore

From now onward,

he is only my normal friend in class

if possible... I will not talk to him at all

why am I so cruel?

there is another secret reason...

and I know this decision is a good decision...

:)

if you ask me, are you sure that you willing to do that?

I can answer you

From the bottom of my heart

I don't want that

but for his own good, for another boy own good

I think I deserve it!

another boy that I plan to erase from my life is Z boy

for this case

there is a girl who support me

because this boy always tease me

and he doesn't appreciate what I've did to him

from giving answers in exam, to lending him notes, then helping him

but what he did is scolding me and sarcastic me

my friend ask me why I can tahan him for this whole year

but I just speechless

so I plan to less talk to him

good for me and him I guess

these are the people that I plan to erase from my life

don't worry

I won't kill them

I will only avoid them from my sight and their sight

I know I shouldn't do this because this year is final year

we should appreciate the friendships

but if they don't wish to respect me what for I wan to treat them so well

since they don't expect me to respect them

I think if I treat them like a very very very normal friend,

is very kind enough...

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There is one thing that I wan to erase from my life

heart of rebel

I declare this in my blog

those who read this will be the witness

I dun wanna be rebeler anymore

this is a bad thing

I have to, no...

I must!

I must delete this from my life

next time whenever I wan to do wrong thing

I pray that God will remind me of this post

and His grace

so that this can stop me from making sins

thank you

:)

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